The Lucas Museum of Narrative Art: Re-framing The Popular Filmmaker’s Legacy

Concept Design: Los Angeles Renderings for the Lucas Museum of Narrative Art, Ma Yansong, MAD Architects Beijing, China. Photos: courtesy of Lucas Museum of Narrative Art

It’s hard to believe, but it’s true: filmmaker George Lucas has never received an Academy Award. “I’ve been nominated, but I’ve never won,” Lucas explained to Charlie Rose in a December 2015 interview; “I’m too popular for that.” Popular and then some, with a net worth of over 5 billion dollars—the bulk of that having come from his 2012 sale of Lucasfilm to Disney—Lucas’s commercial success has endowed him with wealth on a scale that will allow him to do whatever he wants for the rest of his life, critics and doubters be damned.

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When the Bull Reappears: Nathan Oliveira’s ‘Tauromaquia 21’ Monotypes

Plate VI, 5.23.73, from the Tauromaquia 21 Series, 1973, monotype on antique rag paper, image 10.5” x 13.5,” paper 15.5’ x 23.5
The late Nathan Oliveira (1928-2010)—an artist who was rarely satisfied enough with any single image to call it finished—liked to tell his students a story about how he had once confounded and frustrated a European art collector. It went something like this:
This collector had come all the way from Germany, very intent on buying some work, so I sat him down and had him watch a slide show of more than 50 images of a painting in progress. He watched carefully as I clicked through the slides, and when it was over and the lights were back on, he pulled out his checkbook and said “I’ll buy number 17, number 22 and number 38.” When I then explained that the final image was the finished painting and the only one for sale, he was very surprised and put his checkbook away. “But I don’t want that one,” he complained.
Oliveira’s great strength as an artist—and also his great weakness—was an inclination to see art-making as a journey, not a destination: he showed the collector his works in progress to make that point absolutely clear. Like so many modernists, Oliveira had a mind that was disinclined to aim itself towards a fixed or finite result. He was a lateral thinker who saw every image as a way-station linked to an array of others. Working this way can be very neurotic, as it rarely leads to feeling finished, and Oliveira certainly had plenty of stories about the paintings he ruined over the years after putting a signed canvas back on the easel and saying to himself “I’m just going to tweak this spot over here a little bit...”
Nathan Oliveira, 1977
I thought of Oliveira when I heard the critic Peter Frank speak a few years ago at the Representational Art Conference, where he told us that “Most of what’s out there is just a rehearsal for the real thing.” It’s a rare and wonderful thing when an artist does hit on “the real thing,” but when you embrace the pure open-ended process of just making things—as Oliveira did—the rehearsals themselves could the thrilling. Attempting a way of making art that emphasizes process over product may not pay off immediately in material terms, but it can open up possibilities that a less risky approach would never allow.
Monotype, a medium that he discovered and mastered in the last half of his career, allowed Oliveira the flexibility he needed. It engendered a fast-moving, improvisational way of working that allowed Oliveira to take on challenging subject matter and dialogue the past masters of art history including Goya and Picasso. When I look at Oliveira’s seminal Tauromaquia 21 series—a set of variations on a single Goya etching—I think of Nathan as an artist/toreador, conjuring, erasing, then resurrecting Goya’s bull with his cloak of black etching ink. It’s a bravura performance.
Bull, lithograph, circa 1956
Oliveira was an accomplished printmaker who had made his first lithographs at the California College of Arts and Crafts in 1949. In 1952 he exhibited a two-color lithograph of a bullring—an early nod to Picasso and Goya—that already showed signs of process-orientation in its dueling techniques of drawing and scraping. A mid-fifties lithograph of a bull (above) which clearly responds to Picasso’s famous sequence of bull-themed lithographs, already shows Oliveira’s searching and varied approach to depicting the vitality of his subject. Picasso’s series, in which a single lithographic stone was used to render increasingly abstract images of a bull, was a challenge and inspiration that clearly lingered in Oliveira’s mind for many years.
Above: Picasso’s sequence of Bull lithographs from 1945 (video)
Oliveira mainly supported himself by selling lithographs, often for around $20, until winning a Lewis Comfort Tiffany Foundation grant for lithography which was shortly followed by a Guggenheim Fellowship in printmaking. During a brief period when he was unhappy with his easel paintings, between 1963 and 1966, Oliveira concentrated on lithography. When he arrived to teach full-time at Stanford University in 1964 Oliveira brought his own lithographic press and stones, establishing a printmaking studio behind the Stanford Art Gallery. One of his early students, who made lithographs with Oliveira in a small class setting, says that his lessons and lectures were incredibly detailed and intense: she told me that the lesson Oliveira gave on properly opening and closing tins of lithography ink still comes into her mind when she opens or closes a jar of peanut butter.
Brothel Scene (Dans le Salon d’une Maison Close), 1874-84, 6.375 x 8.4 inches, monotype. Iris & B. Gerald Cantor Center for Visual Arts at Stanford University. Edgar Degas [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons
When art historian Lorenz Eitner helped Stanford’s museum acquire a Degas monotype in 1969, Oliveira found himself fascinated by this “forgotten” medium:
The nature of the monotype—the reversal of image, the reflective nature of paper, the brilliance of paper through veils of ink—had all the qualities of printing that I wanted, technically, and it had one other: it left a remnant or ghost of the idea after the impression was made. I could enter back into that image that was still malleable—that I could still manipulate—and extend that initial concept to a different state...
After being presented with a supply of 200 year old paper by a friend at Fullerton College, Oliveira felt ready to rise to the challenge of an artistic dialog with a print from Goya’s epic series of bullfight etchings: La Tauromaquia. He chose Plate 21, a daring composition in which the gored body of a small town mayor is hoisted triumphantly over a screaming crowd exiting the stalls underneath. Its central symbol—the bull—gave him something strong to grapple with, both in symbolic and formal terms.
Plate 21 from the ‘Tauromaquia’: Dreadful events in the front rows of the ring at Madrid and death of the mayor of Torrejon, 1816, etching, 9 11/16 × 13 7/8 in., Sheet: 12 1/8 × 17 1/4 in.
By conjuring up a match with Goya and his bull, Oliveira was able, among other things, to indulge in a reconnection to his Hispanic heritage, which had been awakened by travel and friendship. Oliveira, who was of Portuguese descent, had traveled to Madrid in 1963 to receive a prize and was befriended by Fernando Zóbel de Ayala y Montojo. Zóbel, a Harvard-educated artist and the scion of a wealthy Philippine/Spanish family had recently moved to Spain where he was at the center of a circle of modern artists including Manolo Millares, Antoni Tàpies and others. An avid collector, Zóbel later founded the Museo de Arte Abstracto Español in Cuenca.
Fernando Zóbel at the Museum of Abstract Spanish Art in Cuenca, 1966. His painting Ornitóptero hangs behind him.
Oliveira and Zóbel exchanged works and when Oliveira first met dealer Paula Kirkeby, who later would show his Tauromaquia 21 series in her gallery, he brought her a work by Zóbel to frame. It’s interesting to note that Zóbel later painted semi-abstract Dialogos (Dialogues) that were variations on paintings by Degas and others.
Tauromaquia 21, Monotype #4, May 27, 1973
A sense of friendly competition—with living artists and artists of the past—was always an undercurrent in Oliveira’s work, and although the Tauromaquia 21 series is overtly a contest with Goya’s bulls, there is another rivalry going on as well: with Richard Diebenkorn. Around the time that he made the Tauromaquia, Diebenkorn’s abstract Ocean Park paintings were becoming much sought-after and much talked about. Oliveira, who worked with local collectors Hunk and Moo Anderson as they built the collection, was asked in 1974 to help them choose an Ocean Park painting from a New York exhibition: he advised them on the purchase Ocean Park #60 (1973) which is on view today at the Anderson Collection at Stanford University.
Clearly, Diebenkorn’s interest in using geometry as a a kind of scaffolding that sustains abstraction, was something that Oliveira was quoting in his monotypes. Oliveira often said that when he made abstract art it “had to be about something” and Goya’s composition and subject gave him a “something” that to which he could apply both his own ideas and the ideas of his peers. To put it another way, Goya gave him substance and Diebenkorn gave him structure. Two years after Oliveira completed the Tauromaquia 21 series, Diebenkorn visited Stanford and made his own series of monotypes, taking his old friend’s medium for a spin.
Nathan Oliveira: Tauromaquia 21, Monotype #I, June 17, 1973
Oliveira’s monotypes have incredible tonal vitality, and in his Tauromaquia 21 plates one can see how wiping could create sheathes of light. Using his fingertips, dry brushes and the ends of brushes, Oliveira indulged in the subtractive potential of the medium. In Plate #1 from his June 17th session, Goya’s bull emerges from a shaft of light defined by subtractive wiping. In a kind of symbolic triumph the animal’s head and horns are wiped into abstraction in a gesture of Oedipal drama. Hints of Goya’s bullring stalls glimmer below, wiped from the dense ink with a few strokes.
Tauromaquia 21, Monotype #2, June 21, 1973
Some of the monotypes seem to veer into a kind of destructive chaos. In plate #2 from June 21st, a flurry of wiping has removed the bull entirely, leaving an admirable welter of ghostly forces that have the poetic resonance similar to that found in the works of Cy Twombly. In images like this one, you can feel Oliveira’s willingness to get rid of things to possibly find others. His way of working brings to mind Picasso’s answer to the question “What do you do when you get stuck while making a painting:” Picasso’s reply: “Get rid of the best part.”
Tauromaquia 21, Monotype #5, June 27, 1973
Working over a period of roughly two months, creating as few as one and as many as eight images in each session, the Tauromaquia 21 series was an exercise in freedom that helped Oliveira invent imagery that would inform and sustain his art-making—paintings, prints and sculptures—for the rest of his career. When Goya’s bull reappears in the final monotype of the series, Plate #5 of June 27th, it seems both controlled and contained, as if Oliveira had made the image his own. With it’s hovering frame—marked by tiny hatchmarks—and its bold diagonal, it is the work of a master: an artist/toreador has risen to the challenge of addressing his masters in his own terms. It’s a sublimation of masculine competition and violence, something that art and culture can offer all of us if we choose.
Nathan Oliveira: Current Exhibitions
January 14, 2017 to April 2, 2017
Sonoma Valley Museum of Art
551 Broadway, Sonoma CA 95476
Cobalt Dancer, 2001Oil, alkyd and cold wax medium on canvas, 84 x 70 inches, Courtesy of the Oliveira Administrative Trust and Berggruen Gallery, San Francisco
Dates: January 13 - March 4, 2017
Berggruen Gallery
10 Hawthorne Street
San Francisco, CA 94105

Janet Norris: ‘Living Dangerously’ At Far Out Gallery, San Francisco

Janet Norris
Painter Janet Norris, whose work is currently on view at the Far Out Gallery in San Francisco, creates personal and poetic images that multiply metaphors and possible meanings. For example, when water appears in her work—as it often does—it may represent a primeval ritual element, a mode of travel, a threat, an escape, a precious resource, or a metaphor for life or death. Norris’ open-ended narratives, although told gently, often embody risks, dangers and transformations.
John Seed Interviews Janet Norris

Hom’s Lullaby, Acrylic on canvas, 36 x 48 inches

Where did you grow up and how did your childhood shape you?
Our family moved at least a half dozen times during my younger years and two of them remain strong within me today. Both were cattle ranches with what I think of as Big Nature qualities. My father was a purebred Hereford breeding expert. I grew up in an alcoholic household in which there was a lot of chaos. However, I recall my youth as being a magical time, even a very good time.
To avoid the unpleasantness of my parents’ tangled relationship my brother and I often escaped into the wilds of nature. One time we walked up a mountainside path that wound its way through a forest above the Snake River, near Jackson Hole, Wyoming. We suddenly came upon a small pond that appeared very dark, so black in its depths that it frightened us. For me, it was like a secret circle of magic. I regulariy read the short stories by the German speaking Swiss writer, Robert Walser, and I think his haunted view of nature is akin to how I felt. Standing there we whispered about how animals must come to drink at evening time, both prey and predator.
Then we scattered for home and later that night I cut off my long blonde Norwegian braids for no apparent reason. Was it a sacrifice to the pond elves? Because of family circumstances, I developed an independent character, with a tolerance for being alone, which has been a boon to becoming an artist later in my life. Nature welcomes the lonely and it feeds a dreamy artist who seeks the visionary and magical. Being with nature is an aesthetic experience for me, and the idea has been confirmed by the work of many writers as well as artists.

Waiting in the Wild, Acrylic on canvas, 36 x 48 inches

When did you realize that you were an artist?
We were very poor. There were no books in our homes but it was about age nine or ten that a teacher began to give me pages from a book that she’d evidently cut out of a text on Renaissance art. She fed them to me, one at a time. I think she saw me drawing—scribbly drawings, nothing special, and perhaps she knew of my home situation. I wondered if I’d ever be able to do more than to try my best to draw some little things I saw around me. I very much doubted it.

I Come From Far, Acrylic on canvas, 24 x 30 inches

How did your art develop in college and who were your mentors?
I began studying art at Drake University in Des Moines, Iowa. A class with a Professor there would be the last time I experienced a skills-based course, because most of the rest of my coursework during the 1970’s was based more on theory. And, I loved every single class! It was once more a familiar opportunity to be independent — a no holds barred situation. However, I had teachers who practically used ArtForum as a textbook – that wore on me after a time. I researched on my own, finding an artist like Agnes Martin, and inspired by her, made grids on paper that I thought referred back to nature.
In a tremendous contrast of styles, I nearly died of admiration for the work of Anselm Kiefer, with all the grit in it. Being inspired by him and other Earth artists, I used latex to create large format pieces into which I embedded dirt and pebbles. I don’t think I had a mentor in the usual sense. I had professor friends. My graduate committee left me to find my own way. Throughout the education process everything I was attracted to had an underlying connection to nature.
I eventually studied Zen Buddhism, a philosophy that enhanced my view of existence. After some years, nature for me included artists such as Pierre Bonnard and Elmer Bischoff, from whom I gained an understanding of nature translated into lush color. From Edvard Munch and David Park, I understood the power of passion and the expression of the human psyche.

Fly Away Birds and Never Return, Acrylic on canvas, 24 x 30 inches

Is it fair to say that Joan Brown’s work was a major influence on you?
Yes, one of the artists I was strongly attracted to was Joan Brown. I am a bit of a primitive, and so was she. She influenced me, although indirectly, to make outsider art or folk art for a few years rather than through her own work-a way for me to make a break from the art academy au courant styles. I have always loved the repetitive patterning of folk art, and I feel a strong resonance with the crazy insights of outsiders. Joan’s simple, figurative narratives are especially appealing to me, those of her home life, her swim life, the patterns, the dog, etc., during the time when she was not using the thick painterly impastos she began with as a member of the Bay Area Figurative movement.
In recent years I’ve added two contemporaries, the Canadian and long time Londoner, Peter Doig and the Swede, Karen Mamma Andersson, to my list of influences. I have tried many styles before recently becoming aware of what I wanted to paint and it was only about ten, perhaps twelve years ago that Doig and Andersson came into view. It seemed to me that they gave me permission to use nature in a significant way, not as landscape – I was not interested in conventional landscape, but as a way to meditate on nature, to use it as a contrast between it and culture. Both have been influenced by Munch, so that was a nice connection. I am much “gentler”, though, and not inclined to make in-your-face images like Andersson sometimes does, when she carries Munch’s ideas to the edge. Doig was influenced by the Canadian Group of Seven who were fantastic “expressionist” landscape artists, and he sometimes haunts the forests in a way I can relate to.

Living Dangerously, Acrylic on canvas, 24 x 30 inches

Tell me about one or two of the paintings in your current show.
I want to interject my working process here. Many of my paintings depict unlike combinations, i.e., nature/culture contrasts - because that’s the way they “happen” to me. My work method involves a chance thought, something I read, or saw, or heard, followed by the realization that I may have a painting to do. I collect images from the internet and place them in a digital folder: water scenes, hills, trees, boats, humans, animals, etc., are among images I finally sketch onto the canvas. I usually create the painting in my imagination, carrying it around in my head for days or weeks before I begin to make a drawing on the canvas. I think of the images which are projected on the canvas as an armature to get the work started, but it soon disappears as the painting process cancels out its intentions in a flurry of exciting color application. I often leave stray pencil marks behind, or a fragment of canvas showing through.

Remembrance of Past Times, Acrylic on canvas, 36 x 48 inches,

The “Remembrance of Past Times” painting presents a paradise. The color complements were very carefully considered to exude beauty. How to represent the “lostness” of paradise occurred to me in a flash one day as I was looking at the canvas, brooding on my not completely fleshed out idea – how to do the culture/nature contrast for this one – was the question I needed to answer. Suddenly, I realized that I needed to leave the top area as a crudely painted, perhaps dystopic, future. Many recent paintings reference the degradation of our environment as this one does.

Losing It, Acrylic on canvas, 24 x 30 inches

“Losing It” is about anxiety. The painting “arrived” in my mind, to begin with, with the general idea of trees invading a bedroom on the left (one is unsure of their position in the space), and expanded to a mirror to the right of the bed, with liquid or water dripping down its surface onto a not so firm floor. A woman, reflected in a mirror, is behaving in a strange manner performing a ridiculous, unknown task. This older painting, of perhaps six years ago, was made when I had the mental space (with no political worries) to make a work that was more infused with itself, with its quirks and worries and strange narratives that needn’t be explained. You could laugh with it if you wished, or scratch your head.

Once Was, Acrylic on canvas, 36 x 48 inches

What are some of the “flavors” that color your approach to painting?
I need to be alone for hours, before and during the work process. I could not work in a shared studio space because I couldn’t concentrate, couldn’t get into the act of painting.
What are your interests outside of painting?
American roots music such as Delta Blues, country musicians like Merle Haggard and bands like The Band with Bob Dylan. And my two daughters and their families, neither of whom are local, but there is “an app for that” by which we can communicate whenever we wish. I love walking, observing nature with my pocket size camera, and constant reading: novels, short stories, history, art history, biographies, art reviews, blogs, literary newspapers, etc.
Janet Norris: Living Dangerously
Exhibition Dates: February 4 – February 25, 2017
Open: Thursday - Saturday 12 to 6 pm, or by appointment
3004 Taraval Street
San Francisco, CA 94116

Marianne Kolb: Deep Emotions, Common Emotions

Thirst, 34 x 25 inches
Painter Marianne Kolb, whose work is currently on view in a group exhibition at Sue Greenwood Fine Art in Laguna Beach, is a self-taught artist whose figures represent her attempts to both make peace with herself and find a place in the world. Emotionally-charged and touchingly human, Kolb’s figures comprise an empathetic inner universe that reaches out towards the universal.
John Seed Interviews Marianne Kolb

Marianne Kolb

How did your early life in Switzerland shape you as a person and artist?
I grew up in an isolated farming village. It was a patriarchal, disciplined, regimented family/household. Everything was based on hard work. Farm work came before education. I knew from very early on that I had to leave. All that was expected of me was to get some kind of job, get married, have kids and take care of a husband. (I had to go to housewife school!!!) Most of the time I felt I didn’t fit in; it was suffocating.
As I grew older, I always wanted to be one of the intellectuals. I knew where they were hanging out but was not invited into the circle because of me being just a farm girl. Social classes were a big deal when I was a young adult.
In the beginning it was difficult to adjust physically and emotionally of being in the US. At times it was tumultuous and intense, giving up a certain kind of security for complete uncertainty was not easy. But at the same time it became clear to me very quickly that I was being given the chance, or the gift to discover my life and let it unfold on my own terms. Living here, taught me risk taking, tolerance and resilience. I live in the midst of a diverse, inclusive, tolerant and accepting multicultural community and city. It feeds my curiosity. It’s not perfect, we have work to do… but it is so much better than living in Switzerland and the many places I have been privileged to visit. Also, the USA is a big country, big wide open landscape. I think it invites one to think big, or at least differently and possibly even forces one to do so. Looking back, I feel I was always a “free spirit” and living here has opened up that part of me even more so.

Ocean of Fire, 44 x 30 inches

What was it like to arrive in Berkeley in 1983?
It was overwhelming, largely because of me not speaking English. I had signed up for an ESL program with the idea of going to school for six months to learn English and then travel for six months before returning back to Switzerland. Berkeley was by pure chance, it just happened to have the cheapest ESL program at that time. And as luck would have it, I fell into a shared household of artists. One of the artists, Kim Keyworth—a goldsmith, now primarily working in clay—introduced me to figure drawing. Kim was the first person to recognize that I had some kind of skill or ability and encouraged me to start painting. So, the part in my bio about being given an old easel and a painters old paint box is true.

Growing Awareness, 44 x 30 inches

How has your art developed over time? Are you mainly self-taught, or have you done formal study in art?
I am self-taught and have no formal art training.
I was lucky to have met and known Leigh Hyams. In her early career she was Philip Guston’s assistant at some women’s college in Florida. I took a few classes with her at UC Berkeley and CCA Extension. Later I was invited to her monthly critique group in her studio in San Francisco. Her criticism and feedback was the most helpful education I have ever received. I am in deep gratitude for what I have learned from her.
Fred Reichman was another teacher/critique painter at UC Berkeley Extension: he was very different in style and manner from Leigh. It took him less than 3 seconds to tell you if the painting you showed him sucked and whether or not it was worth working on it or just simply to start all over again. I really respected his opinion very much. He is the person responsible for making me explore the single figure. In the beginning I used to paint multiple figure paintings, storytelling kind of work. In one of his sharp critiques, he said that he found the work interesting but he felt strongly that each person/character was trying to tell me something and that it would be of great benefit to me and worth the time to explore it. I took his advice.

Widow’s Walk, 49 x 38 inches

Tell me about a few of the images on view at Sue Greenwood Fine Art and what they mean to you.
That might sound strange but I really don’t have much to say about them individually. Once they are done and leave the studio they are not mine anymore.
But here is a little bit about my process:
They are all done in one setting. I take this attitude of what I would call “detached involvement”, totally present and yet completely detached from the outcome. I don’t use or have pallet, I mix the colors directly on the canvas. A yellow painting at the beginning might be blue at the end. If it gets muddy, which it more often gets than not, it gets scrapped down and I start anew. There is an awful a lot of paint on my studio floor….
What I am after is to say something, how nuanced can I make them, do they flow, the mood and feeling they give off. I want the viewer to feel something very deep and yet common. That each one of us is uniquely different while part of the great whole, that which is humanity. We are all capable to experience this vast array of human emotions and vulnerabilities, from deep sorrow, pain and suffering to joy, love and happiness. I feel we are all a little crazy, deficient, damaged goods to some degree or another and yet we have the capacity to feel and show empathy, compassion and innocence.

Unbossed, 44 x 30 inches

I understand that you get a lot of feedback from Peter Selz. How did you meet him and how has he helped you develop?
I met Peter Selz at my solo show opening reception at the Richmond Art Center. The Monk series was hanging on the walls. I knew who he was but I didn’t know what he looked like. At one point, I was taken aside by this older gentleman – he did not introduce himself – and all he said was: “Congratulations, powerful work, I haven’t seen any work like this in the past 20 years.” Rachel Osajima, the curator and director at the RAC, later told me that it was Peter Selz! A couple of month later I was told by a board member of the RAC – Peter Selz being the director of the board at that time – that Peter started the next board meeting by talking about my work for about 10 to 15 minutes!
The second meeting came several years later when he was co-curator of a show called Images of Man and Woman in Berkeley. It was a twist on a show Peter curated 50 years earlier, introducing the Bay Area figurative painters to New York. The third meeting with Peter was for an essay he wrote for the show Silent Anticipation at SGFA. He came for a studio visit. He preferred to see somebodies work in person as opposed to digital images.
All I really know is that he loves my work. It is a great compliment, a wonderful thing to know and serves as great encouragement. I try to remember it when I am having my moments of great self doubt. Above all, I feel honored and humbled to know Peter, considering where he stands and what he represents to the art world.

Standing In, 49 x 38 inches

You seem very free to experiment in your art: is this related to your strong sense of curiosity?
Yes, absolutely. If I don’t understand something, hear something on the radio and don’t get it, also about myself, I try to find out, either by reading an article, a book, watch a video, google it, ask a friend or a professional who knows or is familiar with the subject that I am trying to find an answer to.
About a year and a half ago I didn’t have much fun in the studio and felt I needed to loosen up. I decided to sign up for all kinds of workshops, from ceramic sculptures – I just bought 10 lbs. of sculpting wax—collage , mixed medium—to image transfer. My current series, the most recent postings on Instagram, is directly linked to a workshop that I participated in. I was introduced to combining rust and Sumi Ink: real rust, not a rusty color. I added the Gesso into the mix.
I think I have to move from one medium to another and experiment in order to keep a creative tension. Quite some time ago, I made literally hundreds and hundreds of drawings with a stick—a twig from a tree, you have no control over the line or mark, you can’t use an eraser—using ink on vellum. Everything ended up in the recycle bin. The point was to just do it and not care about it. Just paper, with a bunch of marks on it.
My hope is by using different mediums and processes that it will all add up, finding its way back into the painting. I believe that the paintings benefit from that process and become stronger. The same goes for me. I am learning something new. In the moment it makes me feel uncertain, vulnerable and insecure and at the same time I know that in the long run it will make me a better artist.

Carrying Peace, 61 x 48 inches

What are your interests outside of art?
I am working on becoming a better human being and relating to myself in healthier ways. Travel, reading, talking to strangers: when you ask a real, honest question people will tell you the most amazing stories, which I bring back to the studio for contemplation and let them seep into the paintings. I like nature and acting on an impulse to just go somewhere. I like experiences more than owning things, objects and other useless stuff: music, movies, science, long walks, silent contemplation, listening to all kinds of podcasts. Some of the podcasts that I am listening to are taking me back to my childhood, sitting in front of an old big radio, listening to radio dramas.
Group Exhibition:
Introspective: Deborah Davidson, Marianne Kolb, Stephen Maffin, Danny McCaw
330 N. Coast Hwy, Laguna Beach, California 92651
Jan. 18 - Feb. 28